Goodbye, 2010.

this year gave me the best and worst memories and led me to the best & worst people. all i have to say is, thank you. if none of it would've happened, i wouldn't be who i am right this second. i wouldn't take back anything that happened this year. one person who had a VERY big impact on me would be Christopher Brent Pleasants. before he even knew who i was, i had the biggest crush on him cus he was the cutest thing ever. the day he i.m.'d me i was like whoaa. every time he saw me at school he'd elbow me & i'd smile and keep walking. we've had our ups and DEFINITELY our downs, but he brought me out of my shell. before him i hadn't had a boyfriend in over a year so i was nervous & didn't know what to expect. our first date, we went to the movies and saw Date Night then after we layed in a culdesac & looked at the stars & talked. best first date of my life. i can remember most everything that ever happened, good or bad, i never stopped loving him. i had never planned on falling inlove with him.. but i did. but after a while things went downhill, and we never stopped arguing. it wasn't all him it was the both of us. i'm not gonna talk shit because i wouldn't want him to. and i have no reason to.. we did things that you'd only hear in a fairytale story and i'll never forget those moments. i'm not gonna sit here and feel sorry for him or myself because that's not gonna do anything for either of us. he is one of the best things that has happened to me but it wasn't meant to be i suppose you could say. things will get better, just gotta pray & give it time.